I'm Ready To Be Heartbroken

nobody cares.

nobody actually cares of what i’m saying or what i’m writing, either i write this here or in my blog, people don’t mind because i don’t matter. 

it’s good, you see. i don’t have to be so concious so i’m just let it all out.

sounds like something to come up huh. no you just wasted 10 seconds of your life reading this, but again, nobody wastes no seconds. nobody is reading.

anyway.

i miss shooting with film. i have no more films in my hand now and i sort of need some money to fund for processing. i know money can’t buy happiness, but it pays for film processing, which is almost the same.

if only the bank has refunded my money, i could have some by now. what took the bank so long? it’s almost one month now!

secondly, i want to eat great, delicious foods. i want to have sushi, a plate of green salad, lamb chop, steamboat… well i can go on forever if you wish.

but i want to be losing some weight! oh God this unwanted fat in my body really has to go.

finally, i want to get married and only invite 200 people in my reception. i want to get married in a garden.